I've not started studying!

>> Kindly stop putting up that oh-so-fucking face, thank you

hi dearest, its been a long long long long time since ive updated my blog. but i suppose no one will bother to read. so its like, im so tan now cos of that Redang trip. everyone will go arnd asking me ridiculous question e.g. " Eh, did you went tanning?" its like DUH ! if not how did my skin colour change? maybe i applied some XXX brand's dark skin solution so thats why im "dark" now. and its interesting you knw why, people ask me " You went SENTOSA for tanning?" i was wondering, why must it be SENTOSA?! thats funny. outof ten people i swear 9 people will ask me that silly question. seems like getting a tan skin in my sch will invite all these ridiculous questions.

sch is like totally fuckstrating. i hate my historytcher cus she cant teach, i hate my p.o.a tcher i cant understand her, i hate my chem tcher cus im in dilema having to see new faces each lessons. currently we have a eurasian that weighs 150kilograms and shes told me that we cant laugh during lessons, cant comb your hair, cant ask her stuffs cos she will ans you this " YOU! YOU DONT HAVE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO" sucha bimbo right?! thats her very own line.

went to plazasing for lunch with jenson,jason,jenny,joelynne,jingkai,jonathan,weitat. the guys had their lunch at Carls Jr while jenny,jo and i had omellete wrapped noodle and rice. i like the chilli powder : DDD
the guys had free flow of drinks so we joined them at Carls. i like eating lemons! it boost my mind reaally. i wanna buy some lemon frm the supermarket so i can pop a slice or two in my mouth while i study just to keep myself awake. right jenny? > :]]]
shopped arnd and i really wna save $ to buy some tops from dorothyperkins! there are many new designs that caught my eyes. right now i need more *kachings* to survive.
we did something stupid. its like we lined up along the washroom and we clapped loudly when people walked through us. seow wei tat suggested : D

I LOVE VIVIEN, JOELYNNE,JENNY & LAURA! : DDD


i love You
10/04/07 > :]]]

You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away, yeah
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,You're better off that way
Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away
This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
Better off that wayI'm better off alone anyway

>> I miss the love i received everyday

wasnt in good mood tday, cos i saw the netballers. not gna elaborate much on that. flashbacks of memories back in hell was torturing my mind. f every single thing.


met up with this bitch for jogging at yck stadium tday after the performance.

runs along the track, sit ups, lemonbarley, watermelon. thats what i call LOVE. bye humans.

>> Simple text frm you each day, thats enough

haven been updating so here i am to update a little. hopefully i can rmb what happened these past few days.


Saturday24thmarch
went tuition with L and met up with weitat,jenson,elisa,haiping,woonjia. they were doing art at mac. steph & kaishing came for awhile to buy the black formal top for sunday's performance at tampineseCC. left for kovan's mac to meet V after her gb training. sylvia,jeremy & hui yu were there eating. we were all laughing our ass off becos of this girl flying kite right outside mac. she made it herself for her project thingy. surprisingly she was huiyu and jeremy's pri sch friend. kinda disturb her and bluffed her that jeremy wants her contact number.

Monday26thmarch
broke down during artlesson at the lab after talking to isabellakang outside class. i dont wna elaborate that much. i guess he dont even knw how i feel being accused and worries of being kicked out of school if things gets worse cos mrTTY knws about that record last yr. i was on the verge of being sent back to that freakingschool by him and my relatives and parents had to come down to sch to beg him.

Tuesday28thmarch
caught stomp the yard with L at bishanJ8. fell alsp during the movie and L had to wake me up.
haha! it was boring at first thats why i just had to slp. i wna watch mrbean'sholiday but some guys told me that it has no link and its not worth it to pay 7-9 bucks for that ticket.
L & i were like laughing throughout the day of minor things or ppl. J8 has lots of weird people hanging around.

TODAY!
performed during assembly tday. damn embarrased cos we had to put on the purplish costume.
i look like some china aunty. ohkay nvm, im thinking far too much. went to ponggol end beach with brenda & kaishing. it was fun when we were experiencing the joy and thrill of being on a rollercoast on bus82. try it the next time when ure on 82 to ponggol end. took few pics and will upload it by friday if im nt tired. haha!
7 more days to SYF.

> She's fake

i woke up early in the morning and i thought of you. its impossible to be with you but as i walked to the bus stop, i just kept wondering. I walked to school with eyes that just welled up with tears. its kinda embarassing i dint wanna bump into smone familiar. nevertheless, i hope that is the upcoming period that causes how emo i am today.

sorry, so i've decided to update again, tho im kinda reluctant. i saw them tgt tday at the bustp. suddenly i felt like an ass. have a yr of friendship been erased off cos of this guy? you merely smiled at me when you saw L and me. no more jokes or laughters or even a simple hello. whats wrng in this world. do you really think C is a true friend of yours and J is gna be a bigfuckboyfriend of yours FOR LIFE !? big NO NO. please wake up.
i haven't got to catch up with her since last year. it's so so different now after she gt her bigfuckboyfriend.
there are many broken friendships recently. im really scared cos i dont wna lose any of my close friends.
right now your officially outof my life. takecare bitch.

so like im chatting with Shawn now. somehow some arse in our class stole his phone during artlesson in the digital lab. and that someone may have even thrown away his SIM card. this phone has sentimental value to him. whoever it is i hope you'll kindly return the phone to Shawn alright.
ciaos!


>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wjVuLvFuSk
its exactly how im feeling right now :'(

> Stop giving me that smile of yours

cleaned off the nicely manicured fingers and finally, back to school.
three days of training thru out the whole week of marchholi.
may hell be with me. damn.

training tday was dreadful. our conductor left us in the ava cos some creatures were talking when shes teaching. i cant take it anymore seriously. sher has always been the one who is actively participating. its smting we shld learn frm and just bear with all these shits for a few more weeks. ive tried my best but im sorry. i may not be able to take it anymore. smhow im not talented and im a slow learner, i just cant pick up things fast. basically its sher who has been with me all these while and thats why im still on track and hanging on there. steph broke down tday. of cos i knw we are in the wrng as in we were late. but we've got valid reasons. like what mdmDCY said we were late so we are in the wrng. no reasons shld be entertained. i agree on that but whats with the jumping jack thing if we are late ? is this somekinda military/boot camp cca ?
maybe our cello grp has always been coming late. namely, me,steph,bren,shing. but i still do not see the need of jumping jack ? some kinda punishment ? haha!?!

heard smthing ridiculous. we were told to sell off two tickets each for this sunday's performance at tampineseCC. its $10 a ticket each. if we cant sell off these tics we got to fork out our own money.
i dont knw its true or not but hey $10/atic isnt a small sum. and what for getting your friends/family down there just to enjoy only a 2-3min put up by our sch and then its over.
maybe this post might offend some PEOPLE. but i dont give a damn alrdy. i dont mind being pointed arnd and maybe bitchings abt me and stuffs. im knw i cant play my instrument well but HEY im proud of it. im proud of my beloved cello members.


>> i cant face you anymore. die bastard die! burn in hell!!

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never estimate Friendship.
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