>> I miss the love i received everyday

wasnt in good mood tday, cos i saw the netballers. not gna elaborate much on that. flashbacks of memories back in hell was torturing my mind. f every single thing.


met up with this bitch for jogging at yck stadium tday after the performance.

runs along the track, sit ups, lemonbarley, watermelon. thats what i call LOVE. bye humans.

>> Simple text frm you each day, thats enough

haven been updating so here i am to update a little. hopefully i can rmb what happened these past few days.


Saturday24thmarch
went tuition with L and met up with weitat,jenson,elisa,haiping,woonjia. they were doing art at mac. steph & kaishing came for awhile to buy the black formal top for sunday's performance at tampineseCC. left for kovan's mac to meet V after her gb training. sylvia,jeremy & hui yu were there eating. we were all laughing our ass off becos of this girl flying kite right outside mac. she made it herself for her project thingy. surprisingly she was huiyu and jeremy's pri sch friend. kinda disturb her and bluffed her that jeremy wants her contact number.

Monday26thmarch
broke down during artlesson at the lab after talking to isabellakang outside class. i dont wna elaborate that much. i guess he dont even knw how i feel being accused and worries of being kicked out of school if things gets worse cos mrTTY knws about that record last yr. i was on the verge of being sent back to that freakingschool by him and my relatives and parents had to come down to sch to beg him.

Tuesday28thmarch
caught stomp the yard with L at bishanJ8. fell alsp during the movie and L had to wake me up.
haha! it was boring at first thats why i just had to slp. i wna watch mrbean'sholiday but some guys told me that it has no link and its not worth it to pay 7-9 bucks for that ticket.
L & i were like laughing throughout the day of minor things or ppl. J8 has lots of weird people hanging around.

TODAY!
performed during assembly tday. damn embarrased cos we had to put on the purplish costume.
i look like some china aunty. ohkay nvm, im thinking far too much. went to ponggol end beach with brenda & kaishing. it was fun when we were experiencing the joy and thrill of being on a rollercoast on bus82. try it the next time when ure on 82 to ponggol end. took few pics and will upload it by friday if im nt tired. haha!
7 more days to SYF.

> She's fake

i woke up early in the morning and i thought of you. its impossible to be with you but as i walked to the bus stop, i just kept wondering. I walked to school with eyes that just welled up with tears. its kinda embarassing i dint wanna bump into smone familiar. nevertheless, i hope that is the upcoming period that causes how emo i am today.

sorry, so i've decided to update again, tho im kinda reluctant. i saw them tgt tday at the bustp. suddenly i felt like an ass. have a yr of friendship been erased off cos of this guy? you merely smiled at me when you saw L and me. no more jokes or laughters or even a simple hello. whats wrng in this world. do you really think C is a true friend of yours and J is gna be a bigfuckboyfriend of yours FOR LIFE !? big NO NO. please wake up.
i haven't got to catch up with her since last year. it's so so different now after she gt her bigfuckboyfriend.
there are many broken friendships recently. im really scared cos i dont wna lose any of my close friends.
right now your officially outof my life. takecare bitch.

so like im chatting with Shawn now. somehow some arse in our class stole his phone during artlesson in the digital lab. and that someone may have even thrown away his SIM card. this phone has sentimental value to him. whoever it is i hope you'll kindly return the phone to Shawn alright.
ciaos!


>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wjVuLvFuSk
its exactly how im feeling right now :'(

> Stop giving me that smile of yours

cleaned off the nicely manicured fingers and finally, back to school.
three days of training thru out the whole week of marchholi.
may hell be with me. damn.

training tday was dreadful. our conductor left us in the ava cos some creatures were talking when shes teaching. i cant take it anymore seriously. sher has always been the one who is actively participating. its smting we shld learn frm and just bear with all these shits for a few more weeks. ive tried my best but im sorry. i may not be able to take it anymore. smhow im not talented and im a slow learner, i just cant pick up things fast. basically its sher who has been with me all these while and thats why im still on track and hanging on there. steph broke down tday. of cos i knw we are in the wrng as in we were late. but we've got valid reasons. like what mdmDCY said we were late so we are in the wrng. no reasons shld be entertained. i agree on that but whats with the jumping jack thing if we are late ? is this somekinda military/boot camp cca ?
maybe our cello grp has always been coming late. namely, me,steph,bren,shing. but i still do not see the need of jumping jack ? some kinda punishment ? haha!?!

heard smthing ridiculous. we were told to sell off two tickets each for this sunday's performance at tampineseCC. its $10 a ticket each. if we cant sell off these tics we got to fork out our own money.
i dont knw its true or not but hey $10/atic isnt a small sum. and what for getting your friends/family down there just to enjoy only a 2-3min put up by our sch and then its over.
maybe this post might offend some PEOPLE. but i dont give a damn alrdy. i dont mind being pointed arnd and maybe bitchings abt me and stuffs. im knw i cant play my instrument well but HEY im proud of it. im proud of my beloved cello members.


>> i cant face you anymore. die bastard die! burn in hell!!

> LABEL IT LOVE.

caught movie-primeval tday with joe&vien. th show aint bad. lots of bloody scene.
gna catch up th messengers & haunted sch with besties. had lunch @ longjohn saw someone that resembles J. and oh, some f person actually "pangseh" me for tday's outing. was pissed off but forget it, i dont want to hate you. and how you treat bestie in sch i knw it very well.
anyway after our movie we traind t hgmall t get our friendshipband. hahah. and we went in th libary's children corner t tie our bands. after that we traind t cp for bus home. saw that fuglybitch in th interchange. started to reminisce the past.

>to the YOU
she was the one that torn my world apart and changed my life. i saw her staring at me and i stared back real hard. i hate seeing her and her "beng&lian" pte ltd bla bla. shes sucha two-sided-face person. whenever i think about that very day i could just slap the hell out of her and torture her in each and everyway i can think of. how you & your bloody "godsis" spoil my reputation in that sch. im out of it. im leading my life and mending whatever mistakes ive made along the way. i can swear that i dint make that police report for goodness sake.
i dint even fking knw how mrwee knew that incident. but well since smone stand up for justice, serve you right. th good always triump. i dont wna see you again, if i were to see you again, lets play the game of middle finger. (you love it dont you?)goodbye bitch and i love God.


sentosa this sunday. greaaat! : D

i should update.

the one week vacation had just began. nothing enchanting has happen so far, except heading back to sch for CO practises. i have yet to complete my holiday assignments.

shall blog on Sun 11th
jenson & andrew came up my hse at noon. then we went to take train @ yckmrt to bugis to meet up vien,lala,joe for dinner @ marinasq. we ate at secretrecipe.
it was fun hanging out with them. loves.

Tues 13th
met nic in the morn to marinasq to buy sandals for my rendang trip on april. its like they ran out of sizes, theres only giantsizes. wasted our time searching for that very shop.
had lunch at the foodcourt. nic finished up my leftover 'banmian' , damn cute la. haha.
called S after our lunch and then we went to ps to meet her. shopped arnd and bought loreal's concealer & there was this clutch & lipgloss that comes along with it. then we wanted to make appointment for our manicure @ 'goodearthnail' but that __ was so fuckdup and we were so pissed off by her attitude so we went down to basement for frenchmanicure, tho it was much more cheaper but their service is definately much more better. that manicurist was so cute, we were talking bout the sistic thingy. lollollols. nic waited for us while we we waiting for our layers to dry up. it was cold to actually sit in front of the portable fan blowing at you.
then niel came to join us. we trained back to kovan for dinner at pizzahut. saw jenson,robin and few other guys. after dinner we rent some vcds back home. i've got step up, colic, shutter.
shutter isnt that scary but its a true story? i dont think it shld be rated NC16 tho.

anyway niel called me and told me something funny.
he bought the 300 movie ticket at cathay and he and his friends couldnt get in. hahas.
cos its rated M18, fred told me that spear pierced through the enemy's rib, heads were chopped off. how vicious and crude huh.
im gna catch haunted school soon! anyone??

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never estimate Friendship.
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I hate school.
rock, pop, trance, r&b
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''laughter's the best medicine"
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