Wednesday, March 21, 2007
> Stop giving me that smile of yours
cleaned off the nicely manicured fingers and finally, back to school.three days of training thru out the whole week of marchholi.may hell be with me. damn. training tday was dreadful. our conductor left us in the ava cos some creatures were talking when shes teaching. i cant take it anymore seriously. sher has always been the one who is actively participating. its smting we shld learn frm and just bear with all these shits for a few more weeks. ive tried my best but im sorry. i may not be able to take it anymore. smhow im not talented and im a slow learner, i just cant pick up things fast. basically its sher who has been with me all these while and thats why im still on track and hanging on there. steph broke down tday. of cos i knw we are in the wrng as in we were late. but we've got valid reasons. like what mdmDCY said we were late so we are in the wrng. no reasons shld be entertained. i agree on that but whats with the jumping jack thing if we are late ? is this somekinda military/boot camp cca ? maybe our cello grp has always been coming late. namely, me,steph,bren,shing. but i still do not see the need of jumping jack ? some kinda punishment ? haha!?! heard smthing ridiculous. we were told to sell off two tickets each for this sunday's performance at tampineseCC. its $10 a ticket each. if we cant sell off these tics we got to fork out our own money.i dont knw its true or not but hey $10/atic isnt a small sum. and what for getting your friends/family down there just to enjoy only a 2-3min put up by our sch and then its over. maybe this post might offend some PEOPLE. but i dont give a damn alrdy. i dont mind being pointed arnd and maybe bitchings abt me and stuffs. im knw i cant play my instrument well but HEY im proud of it. im proud of my beloved cello members. >> i cant face you anymore. die bastard die! burn in hell!!
LotsOfLove-Mel
10:15 PM